~watching whose line is it anyway
~listening to random music
:Warning random thinking and rambling
~Thinking about all kinds of stuff
Fear, honesty. responsibility. Saying what’s on my mind, not holding anything back because I am going to die one day and if I keep all this shit bottled up it will just make my life miserable right now and in the future. And will just make it harder to sort out… yeah like there is something that is going to make everything right in the future all by itself? hah
Why does a person fling all the shit it can on itself? Or bury it somewhere out of sight? Why does it give up on itself and expect someone or something, a force outside itself to fix them? Deep rooted feelings and beliefs that are imprinted from birth. How easy is it to go on auto pilot? How scary is that?
Not having control over your own actions or even understanding them.
hehe well the world is huge :3 my mind is capable of so many things and doesn’t have to be stuck in a pattern that i don’t like and recognize X3 I want to better myself and live a fulfilling life :3 I want to make the people I care about happy and myself.
I am going to do that.
I like this song.
not saying anything with it ^^
rambling over *